Sleepless mumble

I'm presently reading a book that was recommended to me that matches my mood and which has thrusted me into a world of dark secrets, crime, and uncertainty. I'm captivated, and disturbed by human nature.

I miss my boyfriend. It's been difficult to meet up with him thanks to his irregular work schedule, and honestly, I'm surprised that we're still together. Despite what the girl friends say to make me feel better about myself, I'm totally leaveable and replaceable. It's frustrating that when I finally find some nice guy that I actually like, it has to be so one-sided.  I guess I'm out of luck until I find someone that is equally fucked up as I am.